A
few weeks ago, I chanced on a disturbing website – BestGore.com. BestGore.com is not for the faint hearted for it
features such things as beheadings, firing squads and thieves being burnt
alive.
But
I persisted and watched a ten minute clip of beheadings in northern Nigeria.
Well it wasn’t a beheading, but more like slicing off the head at the neck with
a knife. One-by-one men were taken to the edge of a mass grave where they laid
down and with Executioners foot stamped on Victims head. Executioner then takes
the knife and slices through the neck much like we do when we slice through a
steak at Silver City. Like I said, not a video for the faint hearted.
People
can be sadists. They don’t care how they kill, as long as they kill. Years
back, the PLO were considered sadist killers, then came Hamas, Al-Oueda, the
Taleban, Al-Shabab and now in Iraq there is a group called, ISIS who in their
killing make the Taleban look like saints.
When
I was in my early teens, I displayed sadist tendencies, a trait which worried
my parents.
I
started with the cat and when I found out that if I threw it off the roof and
upside down, midway it would flip round and always land on its feet.
Along
with Friend, we hauled the cat nine meters up onto the roof of Dad’s double
storied house and flung it off. And sure enough, midway, the cat turned round
and landed on its feet.
We
did this again and again over the summer recess and each day the cat saw Friend
or I, it would take off and hide. And we would hunt it down, drag it back up to the roof and throw it off as we watched,
totally mesmerized at its ability to turn round mid air.
Except
that we took things too far. One morning after spending hours hunting it down, this
time when we flung it off the roof, it did not turn round in the air and land
on its feet. It landed on its head and breathed its last.
In
a panic, we hid it in the trash by the fence and calmly went about the rest our
holiday like nothing had happened. No guilt, no remorse.
Whenever
we went to the village, Cousin and I could hardly wait until the order was
given. The order of slaughtering a chicken for supper.
On
one occasion, rather than pluck the feathers off its neck and slitting its
throat, we plucked off all its feathers then let it loose, a move that saw us
spend more than an hour trying to re-capture it. Frustrated that that we were
unable to catch it, Cousin threw a small rock at it, which caught the chicken
on its head and the rest was history. As we ate it for lunch, we still felt no
guilt or remorse.
However,
it was Billy Goat that brought out the worst in us. Billy Goat died a horrible
death from multiple stab wounds. No matter how loud it bleated as we stabbed
it, we just carried on. We had this sense of ‘teenage pride’ in watching it die
slowly. We were not bothered about the pain we were inflicted on it, rather we
wanted to see how many stabs it could endure before it died.
We
were rumbled when Dad asked for the skin which was riddled with lacerations. He
didn’t have to be a rocket scientist to figure out what had happened.
But
suffice to say, I am no longer a sadist and I can’t bear the sight of seeing an
animal slaughtered – no matter how humane Slaughterer does it.
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